i miss u...

i know it hurt you....
it hurt me too...
but now that you are gone,
all i know is i miss you...........



never thought it would be so hard staying away from you..... still am trying hard to do so... be happy wherever you are...



but trust me am not wrong in taking this decision.......its good for me and best for you... moreover i got some time on me and my lovely world with paintings,hobbies,etc.etc. not like before, thinking about you whole day.....



anywazz i know m posting all rubbish....... just my stupid depressed feelings... life is bit cool now... actually no work!!!!!! but i guess i was more happy with loads of homeworks and assignments......... not sure... may be am happy more now with my hobbies and likings... actually am soo confused why i dont know....

nothing to do......other than this........

its too boring to sit at home whole day doing nothing..... actually have lotzz of work according to my dad like revising the previous exam's portion thats isc.... quite funny nah??????? yup it is... according to my dad studying and studying is the only useful work in life..... anyway am doing lotz of paintings.. actually utilising the time!!!!!!!!!

here are the photos........

tomar amar chawakhani ek
govir rater tarar aalo
miliye aakhi swopner raajpothe
baki ja shob byartho...

khub kore majhrate eche jaage
joriye dhori na bola kobitar sobdo
odhir agrohe fele barangbar
periye aasha jiboner somosto ortho...

eche jage kokhono aabar
venge feli somoyer kata
hariye jokhon jabo tumi aami aakash gange
prithibir aalokborsho theke onekta dure........

its new: baki pore ache

its new: baki pore ache: "tomar aamar ekei swopno sudhu aakash chowa hathe kolom,duronto pagol mon baki sobei byartho.... tomar aamar ekei aasha hoytoh poth aal..."

its new: hotat majhpothe....

its new: hotat majhpothe....: "somoyer hath dhore onek poth hatar tagid periye onurag onuvutir aakijhuki aabeger uddam neshay majhe majhe sposto dekhi shritir dheu tokh..."

hotat majhpothe....

somoyer hath dhore onek poth hatar tagid
periye onurag onuvutir aakijhuki
aabeger uddam neshay majhe majhe sposto dekhi
shritir dheu tokhon betale majhpothe haray....

govirotar sobdo eriye muktir swad khujte chewechilam
kichu na vebe prithibir hajar aalo gilte chewechilam
odhir aagrohe dhele dilam purono shritir vir
byakul chokher pata khoje sudhu shristi chowar sporsho.....

tobuo tokhon veshe aashe supto poth dhore edik odik
choriye mridu aavash periye asha lukochuri oshthirota
ojana pother bake govir chorabalir nishtobdhota
jokhon shritir dheu hotat majhpothe haajir hoy..........